I can't believe I was so stupid! Mommy knows, she knew almost right away. I forgot about the sheets in the washer-I'm so dumb. She called me to the basement, she had them laying over the side of the washer, still wet, with big red stains. I was so scared.
She doesn't seem too mad. She said that she should have expected it, letting me go out with an older boy. I don't know if she'll ever let me see Todd again.
Dear Diary:
I guess Mom isn't too mad. She said that she and Mr. Thompson were going out again tonight and Me and Todd could go out too.
Dear Diary:
I can't believe the things I'm doing. Mary or Jill would tell me I was a Hussy. Well, let me tell you. Todd and I went to his penthouse and he made us pizza for dinner. Then we watched TV, but, well, you know what we actually did. I was sitting on the sofa and he was kneeling on the floor when he tried to put it in me but it hurt! I was still too sore.
Todd is so sweet. He just smiled, then he kissed me as he rubbed his fingers real gently. I laughed when he said he'd kiss it and make it feel better-I thought he was kidding. He did a lot more than kiss it. When he licked me (down THERE) I thought I would explode! I must have cum (that's what he calls it, "cumming") eight times.
A little later, he was sitting next to me and I was rubbing his penis. He put his hand on the back of my neck and sort of pushed me down. I hadn't thought about it, but I knew what he wanted. Other girls have said that that's so gross but, well, I didn't mind.
He felt warm and smooth in my mouth, tasted sort of musky. A couple of times he pushed way back into my throat and sort of gagged me. He was pushing up and down and he told me the suck it harder. I could feel him starting to shiver and I knew what was happening. He pulled me off and said he was about to cum but I really wanted to see what it was like so I just leaned down and sucked on him some more. His penis got harder and bigger and he groaned. Then it was like he erupted in my mouth. One second I was sliding him in an out and the next second my mouth was full of his stuff. I swallowed hard, a lot of it was in the back of my throat and he shot more. I felt it squirting around my lips and some of it ran over my hand. I must have swallowed a dozen times before he stopped shooting it. It's really slimy and doesn't taste good but it's not as bad as okra. :)
We giggled and laughed, I had his stuff all over my face and we had to get paper towels from the kitchen. Then he said that we should spend the rest of the evening naked, so we did. We even sat out on the balcony naked. It's good that we did because he saw his dad's limo pulling into the driveway and we had to run to get dressed before Mr. Thompson and Mommy got there.
The limo took us home, it was so cool. Mommy asked me what we did and I said that we had pizza and watched TV. Then she asked me if we had sex. I said I was too sore. She sort of laughed and told me that we were going to have a long talk tomorrow about birth control. She said that, even though I'm only eleven, I could still get pregnant. (I didn't know that).
Dear Diary:
Mommy gave me a package of these big pills, she called them "suppositories." She said I need to put one way up inside me before Todd and me do it and they will keep me from getting pregnant. Then she told me to get undressed and she showed me how to do it. It was kind of strange having my mommy touch me there and watch me pushing my finger up inside me like that. (She said that I should have Todd do it!) After she had put her finger up inside me to see if I had gotten it right she leaned down and kissed me (I was sitting on my bed). She had a kind of funny look on her face.
Dear Diary:
Todd gave me a ride home from class today.
Dear Diary:
We had a real hard workout in class today, usually Wednesdays are hard, but Mrs. Coleen seemed to be in a bitchy mood. We were both real sweaty when we got home and Todd said he wanted to take a shower with me! Before we got in I ran to my room and got one of those suppositories Mommy had given me. It sort of burns a little but I guess I need to use them.
We did it in the shower. Todd sat on the floor and I sort of knelt on him. First he had licked me some, but he said I tasted really bitter. We both knew why and I said I was sorry. He said it was ok, I'd just have to wait until later to put one in next time. I told him that Mommy says he should do it and he laughed and said it sounded like fun.
He sat on the floor of the shower and I kind of kneeled above him. It felt so good to feel him inside me and all I wanted to do was bounce up and down on him forever. I must have cum three times before he did. I could really feel him shooting inside me, it made me feel so warm and full. We kissed and kissed, so romantic, and just stayed like that in the shower for a long time. I didn't want him to pull out of me, he felt so nice inside me.
I was falling asleep when Mommy knocked at the door! "Hey, you two. You're using all the hot water!" was all she said. Todd was really embarrassed, especially because his clothes were in my room and he had to run down the hall in a towel.
Dear Diary:
Todd and I went downtown today, just to roam around Manhattan. We took the train down to Penn Station, then went window shopping. We ate at a little deli before catching a train back out the Island. But, let me tell you what I wore.
Todd really likes my pink shirt with the spaghetti straps. I know why, I'm always catching him trying to look down it. Sometimes I lean forward for him just so he can. (I only have two little bumps, but he sure likes them.) I also wore my blue cotton skirt and NO PANTIES.
It felt really different. The fabric of the skirt was rough but it was really sexy feeling the air on my bottom (and front). I was also real nervous that someone would see, but, after a while, I kind of wanted people to see. We were standing on the train, it was very crowded, and I was thinking that I bet I was the only girl there with no panties. We were smushed together and I was behind Todd, hugging him. I took his hand and pulled it around between us, he right away started to rub me through my skirt. I put my hand on the outside of his pants and I could feel his cock (that's what he calls it, it's a much easier word than "penis"). He had to know that something was missing but, just to be sure, I pulled my skirt up, really slow, and pushed against him so no one could see. I almost fell down when I came, I know I moaned a little. A few seconds later I noticed a man sitting in one of the seats staring at us and grinning. When he saw me looking he winked. Just before we started moving toward an open seat I flashed him.
For the rest of the evening, Todd felt me every chance he had, once in a clothing store, once on the street while looking at a display window. When we ate dinner, we took an end booth and he made me cum again. The place was real crowded and busy, no one noticed but anyone walking by on the street could have looked in the window and seen us. I rubbed him through his pants and he had to go to the men's room to clean up.
It was around 11 when we got back out to Brentwood. While we were driving from the station to my house I pulled up my skirt and put one of those suppository things in. But first, just to be funny, I played with myself while Todd watched. When he reached over I said no, I wanted to make myself cum. He almost wrecked the car a couple of times watching me in the dark. It was so sexy to be doing that there. I imagined all sorts of people could see me and it just made me cum and cum.
We did it right there in the kitchen as soon as we got home. I pulled my top and skirt off and sat on the counter while Todd stood. He was so hot, he came right away, almost as soon as he pushed into me he was filling me. He kept going for just a little while longer and made me cum too.
After we calmed down, Todd was still panting and I was leaning forward hugging him, my head on his shoulder, he was still inside me, Mom said, "Well, if you two are finished, can we come in and get some more wine?" She and Mr. Thompson were standing in the doorway smiling.
I was sooooo embarrassed! Todd jumped back and started pulling up his pants (they were around his ankles) and my clothes were still in the hallway. Mommy pulled a small tablecloth out of the cupboard and handed it to me.
"Well, son, I see what you like about Courtney." Mr. Thompson said. "You really should wait to get to you bedroom before you do that." Mommy said to me. "Come out and join us on the patio when you get your clothes on."
It was really kind of embarrassing to sit out there with Mom and Mr. Thompson after what had happened. Mr. Thompson had seen EVERYTHING. Todd didn't say anything. But, Mom told us that they were going to Todds house later and they wanted Todd to stay with me that night. They also said that they had plans for all of us to go somewhere together next weekend.
After they left, it was kind of awkward with Todd. We took a shower but didn't do anything there. Later, we did it in my room. This time we did something different. I lay on my belly and Todd was on top of me. It was so nice and warm being rocked that way. I could push my behind up to meet him but really couldn't do much. It took him a long time before he came. I put one of my hands down there and played with myself while he slid in and out, it was kind of weird feeling his cock with my fingertip as he pushed back and forth. Afterwards, we rolled onto our sides and slept like spoons. It was so nice. He kept is cock inside me for a long time as we just lay there and slept.
Dear Diary:
I don't know, I'm doing such strange things these days. Two weeks ago I didn't even know what a "blow job" is, today I did it to Todd when we were driving on the highway. We were driving back from a restaurant out Long Island where we had dinner with his dad and Mommy and, well, I was cuddling up to him and I started rubbing him. He got hard right away and, well, he was wearing a pair of loose shorts, so it was easy to undo his zipper and pull his penis out. I rubbed it some, then I decided to do it. I had to undo my seat belt. I was a little scared that he might drive off the road! He had the cruise control on, so he just leaned back and steered. It wasn't long and he was gushing in my mouth. I really kind of like it when he cums, I know it makes him so happy. This time I didn't swallow, at least not right away. I held it in my mouth and, after he had finished, I sat up and sort of let it run out of my mouth and down my chin. A lot of it dripped onto my top. I pulled it out so it would drip down on my chest.
We went for a walk along the beach later, it was a little cool there, then he took me home. Mom was there, so he just dropped me off.
Dear Diary:
I want to write you and tell you about this afternoon before Todd gets here to pick me up.
It's Saturday and he called around 10 and asked if I wanted to come over. I said sure, so Mommy dropped me off on her way to an appointment. When I got to his apartment I knocked and Todd opened the door. He pulled me in and then we hugged and kissed. I guess I kind of figured out that his dad wasn't there when he said that he wanted to spend the whole afternoon naked.
His dick was already hard when we stripped off our clothes, then he just lay down on the floor. (I had to dig one of those suppository things out of my purse and he had me stand over him as I pushed it up inside myself). We did it right there, at the front door. I love being on top, that way I can really move him in and out of me like I want. I must have cum four times. My nipples stick out when I get really hot and I love it when he rubs them and pinches them when he's inside me. He's really gentle. A couple of times, he sat up and sucked on them. That just makes me cum and cum. It's like a warm explosion in my tummy, then it spreads down my legs and up into my chest. I always cum when I feel him suddenly get real big and he pushes hard into me. Then I feel him twitching inside me and then feel him filling me up. It's so nice and warm but usually there's too much and some leaks out and runs down my leg or bottom.
Afterwards I'm so gooy that I need to go to the bathroom and clean myself up.
We sat and watched some TV for a while then, we still didn't have any cloths on. I was sitting on his lap and he rubbed me down there and made me cum again. I pushed his finger way up inside me, then licked it off. That was gross but he was so funny about it.
Then we went out on the balcony! At first I was scared that someone would see us but we lay down in the sun and it was so comfortable that I went to sleep. I don't know how long we slept but, I woke up first. He was laying on his back and his penis was sort of flopped over to the side. I really wanted to feel it, so I real gently got up and kneeled next to him. Then, real slowly, I lifted it up and started to suck on it. It felt kind of weird, it was soft and spongy, but Todd woke up and so did his penis!
He got hard real fast, then he rolled me onto the floor and went down on me. God I love it when he licks me down there! Sometimes, he sort of puts his mouth all around me and sucks, then flicks his tongue up and down my slit. That just makes me shoot off like a skyrocket!
He told me he wanted to "do it doggy style." I didn't know what he meant but he showed me. He had me get on my hands and knees. I was looking over the edge, through the bars when he pushed it inside me from behind. It was really kind of weird, doing it like that and watching all the people and cars in the street below. It was also real exciting to think that people could see us and I came right away. He was sliding in and out of me real easy, I must have cum another four times!
Well, I'm not sure I should tell you what happened next. I was holding onto the bars, just sort of relaxing when he pulled out. Then I felt him against my bottom! He pushed and I sort of pulled away from him, I thought he had just missed but he put it against my bottom again. It actually felt kind of good, so I rocked back and stuck my butt up. Then he pushed real hard and pushed it up inside me there. It hurt a lot but it also felt real good. I couldn't believe he was pushing it in there but, ya'know, it made me just cum and cum and cum. I could feel that he was real deep up inside me and then I felt him twitched and cumming. I straightened up and he hugged me as he really rammed way up inside me. Then we sort of fell over sideways and lay, right up against the bars. A little while later her pulled out and ran to the bathroom.
My butt hurts a lot now, it just aches real deep like.
When he came back I told him he hurt me but it was alright. I was a little scared that there was some blood when I wiped a little later, but it's stopped now. I'm not sure I'll let him do that again.
Dear Diary:
We just went to a movie and then came home. I am still kind of sore, so we just watched TV.
Dear Diary:
Mommy says we're going to spend next weekend with the Thompson's up at Lake Champlain. That'll be cool!
Dear Diary:
I haven't gotten to see Todd much this week, only at class. It's finals week and he has lots of exams and has to study. My last day of 5th grade is Thursday, Todd's school ends on Friday. Then we're leaving for the lakes once Mom is off work.
Dear Diary:
Mr. Thompson's limo should be here to pick me up in a few minutes. Mom says that we'll go to her office and pick her up around noon, then we'll be meeting Todd and Mr. Thompson at the airport to fly up to the Lake. That'll be cool.
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